this sudden wider open connection to ceremonial realities has had a big effect on all behaviors it is a sweet seige of the body. theres so much to do. so much moving of things from one place to another.  so much paying attention. in the wee ours of solstice more ceremonial information came to me.  the following day frankie and i went out to the house and did some profound magical doings with rashaan and nikki and their two amazing boys.  i arrived in full charicature a little high drama since so much of this is new to me. i said to emily...what is happening is probably a very ordinary indiginous type experience.  those things being intuitions felt so strongly on a somatic level that they could be called visions. the way information is given has everything to do with its power.  most of the important information is hijacked and watered down and doled out like crumbs. then there's the knowings that come straight through from some mysterious source. i feel that this way of knowing is the first way and our human right. i believe there was an earth cosmos shift in these last few days that makes this direct knowing much more accessable to everyone.  these ways and these knowing have been held safe mostly by the indiginous peoples of the world. this is the time for their true revolution. two nights ago they colonized us back or something occupying all psychic spaces. our lives are no longer just our own. when i bend down and reach for the wood i am a very old manwoman. i feel all the people around the world doing ceremony and often see their faces very clearly in my mind even the hippies at the chateau marmont where i got a hit there was some seriously witchy shit going down the other night.  so many suddenly awakened beautiful ceremonialists who know exactly what to do. and if we didnt look at eachother in our new weird animal shapes and say yes, i see you, we would likely go bat shit crazy.